Wednesday, April 25, 2007

yesterday
had syf . ((:
well, in all i can say we all did well .

hahah . its like we practice until like shit just for th 5 mins on stage.
cant let ourself dwn de ma .
so of cuz did well la !
hahah , ohmy.
the dance that th chij st theresa was well, nt bad.
LOLS ! :D
i mean our dance cnfm plus chop cant reach tat standard de .
i hope tat we get satisfying results tmr .
cuz the results will be cumin out tmr .
jia you jia you ! (:

had a wonderful tok with my honey .
although th things cant possibly be ignored .
cuz like i hang out with thm everyday,
see thm almost everyday . expect me to into isolation ?
hurh ? those guys are driving me crazy .
things aint goin well for me .
friends who are nt considered as friends are arnd me everyday .
with faces of hypocrites facing me .
uhhh pls ,
think tat i dunno wad thy are thinking .
all of thm are like practically rejecting me .
driving me to one corner . ><
man, i cant take it anymore .

today
smtg so bad happen to me .
my chemistry file, all the notes are torn up .
my books scattered everywhr.
well , the worse thing is tat the person who did it .
he makes me so disappointed tat today he forced my tears to come out once more .
just for him for the countless time .
bastard ; to think tat i dint even blame him for all the things he has done to me .
to think tat i dint even received a bloody sorry for him .
uhhh ! wadeva .
wad can i do ? actually tot of alot of ways to deal with the person who did all those things to my stuff .
but once i knw its him , my whole mind went blank .
thank God tat today is nt the test .
if nt im goin to fail it . (:

went for pasta mania with sot sot today .
well nt all of thm, almst all la . (:
well was quite pissed off today .
nt bcuz of th indecisiveness . but bcuz of one particular thing :
it's meant to be a sot sot gathering .
yet , ppl tend to pull one grp of ppl to themselves,
isolating another .
the others can do ntg but to watch thm with much unhappiness yet cant say antg .
nvm, much as i try to "salvage" the situation,
its to no avail .
well, to them, i oni can say im disappointed .
is this fair ?
i mean are thy living in a world so filled with oni the small grp of ppl ?
but wad can i do ? if i voice out my opinion,
thy will oni say tat im jealous and all sorts of things tat will hurt everybody's feeling and all .
in actual fact, im indeed jealous ><
im losing my friends one by one,
bit by bit .
aint yet , helpless bout it .

the happy thing is the trip home with jovin and the food tat i ate .
Mmmm, satisfaction . (:
jovin is cute de lor .
we went shopping for pens .
hahah ! bought a hell lot of pens .
LOLS ! (: i've got smtg for buying pens .
dunno why , much as my whole collection at home, i still loves to buy them . (:
hahah ! thn me and jovin make a fool out of ourselves in the popular as well as mrt .
love her to bits.

okok,
sorry weiwei for forgetting your b`dae kkiex ?
hahah ! (:
i will rmbr , 5th may . LOLS !
is it correct ? ><

i loveee my ducky !
SYLVIA QUEK YONG TENG (:
hahah.
im lookin forward to our study trip !~ sakae .
MUAHAHAHS !

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